Tied up ==

It's been 9 months working, nothing is really great and impressing me these months working in this newly established hospital. There are pros and cons working in a newly established workplace, pros are where you could set your rules and regulations yourselves, everybody is new to the organization and trying to adapt to the new management no matter the higher position to the General Manager and the lower ones to the cleaners.

The cons are very much lesser exposure and learning opportunity in this workplace compared to the bigger organization. Can you imagine i could actually surf internet and check on my emails during working hours? I know it's very sad. I feel sad to myself, too.. I am uncertain that whether the low revenue currently is because of the employee's quality of work, too many options to choose nearby, or is everybody healthy and dun't have to come to us? As we know if hospital has less people means good for population where people are healthy, thus doesn't have to seek for treatment, but if it's still that crowded in other hospitals, ours one is actually in a very dangerous state in business point of view. As an ordinary medical staff i'm supposed to be concerned merely on treating patients when there are clients. But i'm worried now. This month average number of patients are not more than 10. What's wrong?

It's good to be a little free in the morning as I gotta keep some adenaline booster for the nights. Yeah, my boyfie and I have started doing housecall. This patient is staying in a huge bangalow, yes, it's really huge with swimming pool and aquarium in the house compound. We need a lot of energy to see this uncle cause he is quite elderly. I'm enjoying doing housecalls as you could arrange your own time and when you work on your own, you feel needed.

There are so much disturbance living in an area where public transport is so not reachable. I had to call up a cab to send me to the Komuter station. There is hardly buses and cabs in Kota Kemuning area. I need a car badly. I would have gotten a white Perodua Myvi last year if possible. But i wasn't able to due to some financial crisis. Now i'm saving my downpayment. and also worried whether my current monthly pay sufficient for living with feeding my car in the future. Why isn't there a car that can run with water?! I'm certainly dreaming now..

It's monday night and i'll be working 8am - 5pm tomorrow and gonna meet the uncle at night. good night ;)

Love,

Jessy