SECRET 1: It has been 2 weeks training in HKL, today we had a jamuan for hari raya, it doesn't look like hari raya celebration, it looks more like datin's big day. The first thing of every guests do after entering physio department was hugging her and many sarcastic words that im not really used to hear it.
SECRET 2: There's a therapist who is very famous in our college, he's rarely talking with students, but being very friendly and nice to other stuffs. And god bless me i had chance to follow him this week. although i don't really agree with wat he corrected me, but i understand the reason he is strict to students. i tried to practice wat has he taught me and fully get used to that way. Once on wednesday when i finished treating patient, he came and talked with me. Seriously i was shocked that he was so friendly to me all of the sudden. Actually he wanted me to warn my partner for tis posting-Shantini about the sequences of giving treatments. I was stunt and just said yes yes, until he said he pass me for the practical skills. my heart was flying up high, at least my hard work was not wasted.
SECRET 3: Love-wat's love?love is a noun and can be a verb. 'I love you' is the 3 words that might steal a girl's heart, it seems couples now will repeat this 3 words at least twice a day, early morning and at night before sleep. For me, 'I love you' is really easily to be said, but it is hardly to be felt. Action is always more important than words n explainations. Girls always like to be loved, but they don't realise who is actually their Mr Right. Same goes to me myself. Im now exploring in a strange place of my heart that i never been. How long i should take for the tour? i hope i could discover my strange place of my heart as fast as possible.
SECRET 4: I seem to be a tough girl, but i am weak in some way. I actually hate to be alone, i need bunch of friends to talk to. When i have difficulties, i will have someone to talk and share, i can't keep with myself, i will die with loneliness with problems spinning in my head. These days i had dreams about someone i miss. I still not able to let go. That is my weakness, when i get in to a relation, i would put whole soul and heart on it. But i actually feel glad that i had someone to think of so far. It's a recreation for the busy life im having now.
Friday, October 9, 2009
Saturday, October 3, 2009
HKL Life~~
Sorry im not a good blogger..today is mooncake festival,im staying at home had a *great* family day,yeah,in fact only few of us staying at home, my eldest sister went out early morning, and brother went off after work, feeling jealose that i got no plan for today but staying at home..
v got pizza hut and kfc for dinner instead of mooncakes, ahah.. But my two sisters were so *smart* that bot not enough for our big appetite, look at our body size la,everyone must eat alot ma,haha..like usual,singing while eating..really not good for digestion,but wat to do,i feel happy with tat...haha..
my hkl life is really damn sucks.. waking up at 5 and gotta sleep at 10 or else the next day will be struggling. i never had such a good life style since i started secondary school. now only weekend i can do my stuff, checking mails, watching tv, fb, and blogging. working days really won have free time, all time spent on the documentation works,in hkl v got 3 books to finish, 1)patient record 2) reflective diary 3) everything book , everyday i have to get at least 6 cases to write in patient record and pass up everyday. reflective diary is wat hav i learned in the day and gotta pass up on every thursday. everything book is watever book. So tat's so clear why v have no free time when posting in hkl.
4 SEPTEMBER 2009 i lost something. something tat i really loved,concerned,cared, and i dare to say tat was one part of me. my mood changes becoz of it. my personality changes becoz of it. my environment oso changes becoz of it. basically my life changes becoz of its existence. But now i lost it, it no longer b with me now, now tat its abscent changes my mood, my personality, my environment. It was my decision, i decided to lose it coz i miss my previous everything. i was looking forward to become the previous me.. Now i got the previous me, but i dun seem i got wat i expected. FREEDOM? is tat wat i need, or was tat coz of EGO?
Wish everybody got a great happy mooncake festival day~~
v got pizza hut and kfc for dinner instead of mooncakes, ahah.. But my two sisters were so *smart* that bot not enough for our big appetite, look at our body size la,everyone must eat alot ma,haha..like usual,singing while eating..really not good for digestion,but wat to do,i feel happy with tat...haha..
my hkl life is really damn sucks.. waking up at 5 and gotta sleep at 10 or else the next day will be struggling. i never had such a good life style since i started secondary school. now only weekend i can do my stuff, checking mails, watching tv, fb, and blogging. working days really won have free time, all time spent on the documentation works,in hkl v got 3 books to finish, 1)patient record 2) reflective diary 3) everything book , everyday i have to get at least 6 cases to write in patient record and pass up everyday. reflective diary is wat hav i learned in the day and gotta pass up on every thursday. everything book is watever book. So tat's so clear why v have no free time when posting in hkl.
4 SEPTEMBER 2009 i lost something. something tat i really loved,concerned,cared, and i dare to say tat was one part of me. my mood changes becoz of it. my personality changes becoz of it. my environment oso changes becoz of it. basically my life changes becoz of its existence. But now i lost it, it no longer b with me now, now tat its abscent changes my mood, my personality, my environment. It was my decision, i decided to lose it coz i miss my previous everything. i was looking forward to become the previous me.. Now i got the previous me, but i dun seem i got wat i expected. FREEDOM? is tat wat i need, or was tat coz of EGO?
Wish everybody got a great happy mooncake festival day~~
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