Just realize that I barely know and understand myself. As when everybody is doing things they like and enjoy, there is a little girl doubts and wonders, is this what she really wanted? I have been settled down and stagnant for some time. That is why i feel so guilty.
Everybody surrounding is moving forward so fast, leaving me at the back. I should not be blaming others, may be I am not working hard enough. I have been just too comfortable in this moment.
In fact I am enjoying the life now, or not? I forgot since when I stop challenging myself to aim for the best. Schooling time PMR and SPM I aimed for strike As and I achived it.
Now that I have started to work, everybody has options in leading the life. For me I hope for more learning opportunity to get more experience. I have to be clear of this : work hard when being young, then easy when growing old. It never works the other way.
can't believe that it's another friday.
Cheers,
Jessy
