Be strong Girl

This is not the first time anymore, the third time that he is representing Malaysia to go abroad. First time was referee camp 2010 in Korea, second was as a linesman in Asian game 2011 in Kuwait and third is as a registered referee progressing in Dehdradun, India.

How would I miss the important point . He - my lovely Baby that does not mean anything but everything to me.

I did not send him to airport the first and second trip. Shall I make it clear, I did not want to because I was scared that I would spoil the atmosphere that I would burst into crying aloud. I was wrong, it was way more sad sitting alone knowing he was gonna board the plane by the time without sending him a good bye kisses and hugs.

So this time i have decided, must at least give him a flying kiss before he cross the boarding gate. So as the day of going to airport comes, I was indeed moody (everybody said so). I followed his parents and sisters to go to KLIA at about 3pm. I was crazy playing with the sisters in the airport to at least escape the sadness - it does relieve a little.

Just when the check-ins have been settled, Hugs given to both parents and sisters and I looked on him regardless surroudings. And then he came hugging me very tightly and i did so. I felt the warm and secure that i always get it from him. But at this moment of time, this is priceless.

First day of adventure has started -total of 12 days. Suprisingly my memory works really well that I remember everything that he said and mentioned to me in the airport.
1) Remember must eat properly ya
2) Sleep well ya
3) Keep yourself occupied ya
4) Can not cry alone ya

I think i'm pretty sure i can achive these, as long as you come back safely :)

Loads of love,

Jessy